The Chronicles of Han Storm

Part 7 Preserving Creata THUMBNAILS resized

 

Excerpt from Preserving Creata, Part 7, Culmination, The Chronicles of Han


Becoming one with YourSelf.

 

Since yesterday, I have learnt not to intrude on other people's private thoughts. It really helped me keep sane. It was not fun being able to hear everyone thinking and to perceive all their emotions.

After lighting some incense and candles I took my position in the middle of the room in my meditation position by kneeling first and then sitting back on my heels.

I know I was only to have my hidden memories restored to me as my powers evolved, but I felt that in the light of what was happening to myself and my family, we could not afford to have anything hidden from me any longer.

Relaxing, feeling the slight jolt as spirit left body, I allowed my spirit to return to whichever place it would find the hidden memories.

I was surprised to find myself within the memory of the integration process I had experienced at Gaoucom.

Here, I did not experience the intense pain as I did when it had happened. I was an interested observer and could see more than I was able to perceive the first time around. . .

 

Duek wanted to know if I would accept the responsibility of the powers before me.

I shouted YES.

My heart was opened for permanent integration by a golden stream of energy, running from Source through my medallion scar straight into my heart.

Overlapping this, I saw my spirit and my Creata Personality facing each other within the centremost region of my being, I was forced to face MySelf.

Duek announced the fusing of The Creator's opposing energies within my soul. Another stab of pain followed, chaos reigning while impressions and pictures loomed up before that which I really was, my true Self.

Another stab followed. The Creator's realms merged and brought forth a new being, a new me.

That which was my real Self saw The Creator that was Birthplace and Life Source.

My own life, from becoming aware that I was an individual entity, all my physical lives, and all the times in between lay open and revealed in front of me.

My current life was stripped bare of the carefully nurtured illusions of my Creata Personality. My Self, that which I really was, saw the reality of this existence in all its starkness.

My body lay squirming under the next onslaught of painful energy. Duek's voice continued, "*Let Your new creation continue within this being.*"

Within this painful experience I recognized the vastness of what I really was, and at the same time, the pitiful, seemingly insignificant spark of momentary life that my Creata Personality represented.

My Creata Personality, my human side, struggled to grasp the vision it had held onto to keep sanity in an oscillating environment, fighting to shield itself from the awesome view of inner nakedness and weakness of the fragile thing it really was.

The pain was bearable. That which I truly was, listened to Duek.

"*Let this new being's acceptance of his new state be total and unconditional*".

The shock of revelation had passed. I made an effort to understand. I concentrated on the images of myself, of physical lives lived before, immersing completely in thoughts, emotions, judgments and motivations that make up this character of Self. It felt both alien and familiar.

The next stream of energy did not hurt at all. My body was calming down. It felt renewed.

"*Let this new being's acceptance of his new function be total and unconditional.*"

Abruptly, another side of me was revealed. A side I had never been able to recognize, not as Han Storm, not living only on the Light Side.

Revealed in an endless line of events were memories accounting every hurt caused to others, every petty jealousy felt, deep-seated prejudices, self-pity, fears, all that is dark and hidden deeply within my Creata Personality and in previous lives lived.

I saw myself sitting up, allowing the energy free access to shoot through my heart.

"*Let Your new creative energy swirl out from this new entity and touch every living thing he comes into contact with.*"

A golden glow was forming over my scar.

I allowed my mind to open receptively to all memories, expanding outward, embracing them.

I accepted the reality of what I was. A being of both worlds, a being as dark and negative as a black hole and at the same time shining as brightly as a star.

"*Let this new entity's touch open minds and create the awareness of the connection with The Cosmos and each other.*"

With this recognition of truth about myself, I accepted the weakness and frailty that was part of human nature.

"*Let this awareness spill over from touched souls to others.*"

The golden glow around me had the now familiar pink touches of the Cosmos in it. Peace enveloped me.

The Creator's Life Energy was flowing through me, entering every particle of me. The connection was permanent, I was not to be closed off from this Energy, ever.

 

Awareness returned to me.

I sat quietly, consciously going through the revelation I just lived through.

I abruptly forgave Han Storm, my human side, for unfair treatment.

He had the right to get upset, to show emotion, to love and live a full and happy life.

He chose, I chose, to incorporate all these things to help other souls experience physical lives.

Anger drained from me.

Determination replaced it.

I was equipped with all the tools I could ever need to finish this assignment successfully.

I thanked the Cosmos, the ultimate Creator for this absolute unique opportunity.

I felt peace all around me. I knew The Creator was aware of all that had transpired and I could almost imagine a smile from It.

Standing up, I was ready to face the new day with excited expectation and anticipation.

 

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